RPI, my new start

rain here seldom stops, moss under my feet smells fresh and stink... I grabbed a piece of rotten and ropy wild animal meat, chewed off the gristle and swallow the largh part. I was just sated with those smelly food. I missed the days when I was in the sunlight surrounding with my friends, not this god damned dark. I cursed... 

fairy of Aries flyed from a different world, flopping about in the wet air and whispering her serenade ""arene, arene, eddie, eddie...", I observed silently in the corner, holding my breath. "She was so pretty and so cheerful with her transparent wings and pure white body moving up and down. She just flitted over my sticky 'bed', as for her, everything seeems that beautiful." She is my eidolon. She is not like my 'friend' who made me today.

I tried to come close to her, but I saw she just winged backward slightly, though every move was that perfect in my eye. I feel sad cause I am a monster... Anything I have, my coarse-furred face, my irregular tooth, my protuberant chest, my short bushy tail... is going to scare her, the little and lovely fairy with virgo hearth. I am afraid to come close any more, the odor may scare her away so that I will never see such scene again, though I am so eagerly to touch and kiss her.

I could still remembered the moment when they left me alone, in the thrilling room, so white and blinding, because of that intense light from incandescent lamp. Meesterian died, she has been cutted off her head by her best friend, right in front of me. I saw the blood springing forth everywhere, I couldn't forget that horrible senario and my loud cry...why they were doing so? and next, they died one after another, killing each other or by themselves, all in front of me. I confested that I went crazy after that... and I know that plot now... I need time to reveal everything, I am brewing... but for now, the most important thing is to enjoy the time and this little light with this eidolon.

(maybe to be continued)